The person

I’m Rue, born in 2000, so this means my blog will contain some NSFW topics. If you are a minor, shoo.

Non-binary, They/them, exploring my sexuality, and now identify as Demisexual.

Currently I am living in New Zealand and on my adventure of self discovery.

As time passes by, I notice I have begun to lose my interest in life, I no longer feel the need to live in general. And things I used to look after and value for me are not important anymore.

Therefore, when yesterday I was sunk in my self-loathing puddle, I told myself if I could build a blog with no experience, then maybe those intrusive thoughts aren’t how I really am.

So here we are.

I have no idea what the future will be like, but this is a beginning. I wish this could lead to somewhere I don’t feel like what I am now.

The blog

As I previously stated, this blog will contain some NSFW or, more precisely, triggering topics.

This is where I talk about my stuff and my thoughts, and you can probably tell it’s going to be depressing.

But I am intented make it more humane, not full of my mental cache garbage.

Hopefully I could keep a genuine eye on myself,

and at the end of the browsing history,

you could know me a bit more than this page.